What's Worse

from Ode to the Lavender Moon by LUXI

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everyone's gone I couldn't handle it, handle it
always smiling but I'm crying shit, crying shit
now you're sad you couldn't get your wish, get your wish
being used for all I worked for shit, worked for shit
I would tell ya everything if you could handle it
don't hold up nothing to me, baby have your fit
cause nothing matters we ain't got nothing, got nothing
if you could see everything you meant to be babe

said that you loved me and you couldn't help it,
when you walked away what's worse?
and every time I needed somebody,
you closed your eyes what's worse?

I'm underwater with no oxygen, oxygen
all this music is the air I breathe, air I breathe
reaching up I pulled myself above, self above
the surface when you didn't show me love, show me love
would you love me more if I was smaller, so small
couldn't handle it when I got stronger so strong,
couldn't see me for who I was, who I was
until I left because was feeling tough so damn tough

said that you loved me and you couldn't help it,
when you walked away what's worse?
and every time I needed somebody,
you closed your eyes what's worse?

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from Ode to the Lavender Moon, released August 23, 2019

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LUXI Milwaukee, Wisconsin

DIY BB ~ self produced future grunge pop goddess from MKE ~ I just like to make stuff xoxo

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