Ode to the Lavender Moon

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// {Ode to the Lavender Moon} is a reflection of the highs and lows of the past several months of my life, I feel like it is one of the most personal and raw pieces of work I've made so far, hope you enjoy it <3 //

produced, mixed and mastered by LUXI
illustrations by @MelonOso

in loving memory of CMS <3 > $
// to all those who've loved and lost //
thank you for supporting the underground arts

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released August 23, 2019

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Track Name: Misunderstanding
MISUNDERSTANDING
if it's a misunderstanding
why you getting so mad
when you see i'm so sad
don't you care bout me, don't you care bout me

if you could just understand
why you getting like that
when you see the whole path
don't you care bout me, don't you care bout me

-take me away, it'll be okay x2

if you would just take my hand
when you see i'm upset
that's all i wanted
don't you care bout me, don't you care bout me

i know you can't take my pain
why you adding to that
when you see i'm so sad
don't you care bout me, don't you care bout me

-take me away, it'll be okay x2

floa--ting up, don't wake me up
don't wake me up I'm dreaming,
i'm dreaming, i'm dreaming--so don't wake me up
Track Name: Hollow Divine
baby, face it, do you see,
I hate to see you fall
hollow divine
more than meets the eye
so flow, go slow
do you see for real and sigh
up into the weary sky
all we had unwinds
see me, I just wanna
be free, and fly, I'm always fine
so fine, I gotta fly and go and go, I'm out of time
all the mother fucking time -- and I don't even mind
feeling free, believe in something more than nothing
now I'll go and dance all night, and be just fine
so low, so slow and go, I'll go, it's alright
all the time
I'll go, on and on and on again
I'll be just fine
don't leave my mind
see you all the mother fucking time
It'll be alright
so low, go on my own I'll go alone
and don't even fucking mind
I don't even fucking mind
and don't even mind
Track Name: Somebody Else
You make me feel like somebody else
somebody better than myself
I don't need anyone else
but I don't need anyone though

Don't wait for me, said don't wait for me
want you to have, bout everything
stay with me, won't you stay for me
want you to do what you need to breathe

You'd be the only one I wanted,
but I don't want anyone though
You'd be the only one I needed
but I don't need anyone though

Take my hand, take my hand
I don't ever want to make you sad
make it last, make me laugh
even just for the in between

You'd be the only one I wanted,
but I don't want anyone though
You'd be the only one I needed
but I don't need anyone though

Shades of grey every time I wake
you aren't here with me, you aren't here with me
I don't need anybody else, but I don't need anyone though
You make me feel like somebody else
somebody better than myself
I don't need anyone else
Track Name: Undercover
you could've had the baddest life
yeah--
and now you're so sad, you couldn't have me
yeah--
it wouldn't last, you're in the past now
yeah--
I feel complete without your shadow
yeah--
I'll be all-right in some time
yeah--
Heal my heart with some time
yeah--
but not before I disappear, from your life

I know there's nothing I can't handle
exploding like some roman candles
yeah--
dripping waters that pull you under
yeah--
watch me fall, out undercover
yeah--
Track Name: What's Worse
everyone's gone I couldn't handle it, handle it
always smiling but I'm crying shit, crying shit
now you're sad you couldn't get your wish, get your wish
being used for all I worked for shit, worked for shit
I would tell ya everything if you could handle it
don't hold up nothing to me, baby have your fit
cause nothing matters we ain't got nothing, got nothing
if you could see everything you meant to be babe

said that you loved me and you couldn't help it,
when you walked away what's worse?
and every time I needed somebody,
you closed your eyes what's worse?

I'm underwater with no oxygen, oxygen
all this music is the air I breathe, air I breathe
reaching up I pulled myself above, self above
the surface when you didn't show me love, show me love
would you love me more if I was smaller, so small
couldn't handle it when I got stronger so strong,
couldn't see me for who I was, who I was
until I left because was feeling tough so damn tough

said that you loved me and you couldn't help it,
when you walked away what's worse?
and every time I needed somebody,
you closed your eyes what's worse?
Track Name: Pull You Down
I don't wanna feel anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
sinking deep to the ocean floor
I don't want to hear it anymore
I don't wanna be here anymore
undercurrents rolling roll on--

Why you lying, see me crying, didn't mean to pull u down

I don't wanna care if you don't,
promise I won't leave if you won't
just wanna breathe some open air
I just wanna hit the open road,
lay out by the beach and have some fun
I just wanna let go, let go

(chorus)

I just wanna be free you know,
always heading out that open door
to memories of you I'll hold on
Go on live it large with open hearts
baby i love you with all my heart,
wish I would've never let you go

(chorus)

Never was good at playing it safe
whispering waters splash my face
oh you know how I hate the chase, yeah
When I close my eyes I see your face
take me outta here I hate this place
leave for a while, but call me home

(chorus)
Track Name: With Your Broken Heart
when everything you hoped to be,
comes crashing down endlessly
aim for what you love the most
nothing matters but your lovely soul

oh-- get down with your broken heart
you've come so far, do you remember who you are?

when everything you hoped for me
forgot it though you're incomplete
every time you shut that door
falling between now and before
if you could only remember who
you really are what you could
and I believe in you--whoa

oh-- get down with your broken heart
you've come so far, do you remember who you are?

astral projecting down the hall
sparkling lights just dripping down the walls
everything you were meant to be you forgot it, you forgot it
open up your broken heart, that's where the healing starts
even when it hurts you know, I love you so much you know,
even though it hurts me though, believe--in yourself

oh-- get down with your broken heart
you've come so far, do you remember who you are?
Track Name: See Through
won't see me coming down
I'm walking on a cloud, babe
if I called you out though
you would tell me that you don't understand me

you see me walking now though
won't even turn around, no
never looking back now, no
never looking back, never looking back now

yeah listen to me,
yeah I see right through ya
when I hear you speak
yeah I see right through ya

wont see me giving up, no
would you even give a fuck though
betcha watch me coming up though
don't say you give a fuck though

(chorus)

see right through you-- x8
(chorus repeat)

don't feed me that bullshit
I can see right through it
I'm gonna fly right over this
I'm not holding on yeah
I can be stronger without you,
making me feel smaller I--oh I
see so clearly now you weren't what I needed
Track Name: Sick of U (Be What I Wanna)
gonna be all-right, you'll be okay
I couldn't be everything
just follow your open heart
taking care of what you need

oh-I just wanna be what I wanna be
I just wanna be what I wanna be

just give it all your baddass self
only prove it to yourself
live your life your baddest try
nothing to lose but your mind
just be yourself and pay no mind
don't let the passerby tell you how to life your life
as long as you don't get in mine,
as long as you stay outta mine
as long as you don't get in my life--
don't you tell me, sick of you telling me

sick of you telling me what to do, what to do
I don't even give a fuck
I don't want you to tell me what to do anymore like--
sick of you telling me

oh-I just wanna be what I wanna be
I just wanna be what I wanna be

as long as you stay outta mine
as long as you don't get in my life--
don't you tell me, sick of you telling me
Track Name: Moonbathing
baby you'd better believe that I fought for you
I tried everything I could think of to,
maybe you just weren't on my level and what you did I couldn't
ever forgive you for, so now I'm moonbathing

Moonbathing-I was moonbathing don't say nothing, don't say nothing

cleansing my soul in a moonbath in the aftermath
refuse to give in, give up this feeling


Moonbathing-I was moonbathing don't say nothing, don't say nothing

Moonbathing moonbathing,
don't say nothing just say something
Moonbathing moonbathing moonbathing baby,
Moonbathing moonbathing moonbathing baby
Track Name: Nothing Stopping You
Nothing is stopping you now --

I was a goddess but somehow forgot it
no way to remind me though
if I could keep wandering right over mountains
my planar dreams won't let me go
so cast me right out to the sea I believe in
you never once doubted me though
forget what they say they don't know you like I do
and nothing is stopping you now.

Nothing is stopping you now--

Living in a dream, breathe it in surreal
shades of grey, do you remember what you believe
Escape into the night, can't it be so bright
Nothing is stopping you, nothing is stopping you--
Track Name: Astral Eyes
Realize there are no answers,
no destination but the stars as the dust in the sky
find me in your eyes, find me in your astral eyes

Your astral eyes, light up the night
it's paradise, in your astral eyes

Lovely veins running under my skin,
pulsing with the essence of life within
shouting keep going keep trying, no giving up on me now
find me in your eyes

Your astral eyes, light up the night
it's paradise, in your astral eyes

Find me in your eyes, find me in your astral eyes

Your astral eyes, light up the night
it's paradise, in your astral eyes

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