Ode to the Lavender Moon

by LUXI

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MISUNDERSTANDING if it's a misunderstanding why you getting so mad when you see i'm so sad don't you care bout me, don't you care bout me if you could just understand why you getting like that when you see the whole path don't you care bout me, don't you care bout me -take me away, it'll be okay x2 if you would just take my hand when you see i'm upset that's all i wanted don't you care bout me, don't you care bout me i know you can't take my pain why you adding to that when you see i'm so sad don't you care bout me, don't you care bout me -take me away, it'll be okay x2 floa--ting up, don't wake me up don't wake me up I'm dreaming, i'm dreaming, i'm dreaming--so don't wake me up
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baby, face it, do you see, I hate to see you fall hollow divine more than meets the eye so flow, go slow do you see for real and sigh up into the weary sky all we had unwinds see me, I just wanna be free, and fly, I'm always fine so fine, I gotta fly and go and go, I'm out of time all the mother fucking time -- and I don't even mind feeling free, believe in something more than nothing now I'll go and dance all night, and be just fine so low, so slow and go, I'll go, it's alright all the time I'll go, on and on and on again I'll be just fine don't leave my mind see you all the mother fucking time It'll be alright so low, go on my own I'll go alone and don't even fucking mind I don't even fucking mind and don't even mind
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You make me feel like somebody else somebody better than myself I don't need anyone else but I don't need anyone though Don't wait for me, said don't wait for me want you to have, bout everything stay with me, won't you stay for me want you to do what you need to breathe You'd be the only one I wanted, but I don't want anyone though You'd be the only one I needed but I don't need anyone though Take my hand, take my hand I don't ever want to make you sad make it last, make me laugh even just for the in between You'd be the only one I wanted, but I don't want anyone though You'd be the only one I needed but I don't need anyone though Shades of grey every time I wake you aren't here with me, you aren't here with me I don't need anybody else, but I don't need anyone though You make me feel like somebody else somebody better than myself I don't need anyone else
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Undercover 02:52
you could've had the baddest life yeah-- and now you're so sad, you couldn't have me yeah-- it wouldn't last, you're in the past now yeah-- I feel complete without your shadow yeah-- I'll be all-right in some time yeah-- Heal my heart with some time yeah-- but not before I disappear, from your life I know there's nothing I can't handle exploding like some roman candles yeah-- dripping waters that pull you under yeah-- watch me fall, out undercover yeah--
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What's Worse 03:29
everyone's gone I couldn't handle it, handle it always smiling but I'm crying shit, crying shit now you're sad you couldn't get your wish, get your wish being used for all I worked for shit, worked for shit I would tell ya everything if you could handle it don't hold up nothing to me, baby have your fit cause nothing matters we ain't got nothing, got nothing if you could see everything you meant to be babe said that you loved me and you couldn't help it, when you walked away what's worse? and every time I needed somebody, you closed your eyes what's worse? I'm underwater with no oxygen, oxygen all this music is the air I breathe, air I breathe reaching up I pulled myself above, self above the surface when you didn't show me love, show me love would you love me more if I was smaller, so small couldn't handle it when I got stronger so strong, couldn't see me for who I was, who I was until I left because was feeling tough so damn tough said that you loved me and you couldn't help it, when you walked away what's worse? and every time I needed somebody, you closed your eyes what's worse?
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I don't wanna feel anymore I don't wanna be me anymore sinking deep to the ocean floor I don't want to hear it anymore I don't wanna be here anymore undercurrents rolling roll on-- Why you lying, see me crying, didn't mean to pull u down I don't wanna care if you don't, promise I won't leave if you won't just wanna breathe some open air I just wanna hit the open road, lay out by the beach and have some fun I just wanna let go, let go (chorus) I just wanna be free you know, always heading out that open door to memories of you I'll hold on Go on live it large with open hearts baby i love you with all my heart, wish I would've never let you go (chorus) Never was good at playing it safe whispering waters splash my face oh you know how I hate the chase, yeah When I close my eyes I see your face take me outta here I hate this place leave for a while, but call me home (chorus)
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when everything you hoped to be, comes crashing down endlessly aim for what you love the most nothing matters but your lovely soul oh-- get down with your broken heart you've come so far, do you remember who you are? when everything you hoped for me forgot it though you're incomplete every time you shut that door falling between now and before if you could only remember who you really are what you could and I believe in you--whoa oh-- get down with your broken heart you've come so far, do you remember who you are? astral projecting down the hall sparkling lights just dripping down the walls everything you were meant to be you forgot it, you forgot it open up your broken heart, that's where the healing starts even when it hurts you know, I love you so much you know, even though it hurts me though, believe--in yourself oh-- get down with your broken heart you've come so far, do you remember who you are?
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See Through 03:08
won't see me coming down I'm walking on a cloud, babe if I called you out though you would tell me that you don't understand me you see me walking now though won't even turn around, no never looking back now, no never looking back, never looking back now yeah listen to me, yeah I see right through ya when I hear you speak yeah I see right through ya wont see me giving up, no would you even give a fuck though betcha watch me coming up though don't say you give a fuck though (chorus) see right through you-- x8 (chorus repeat) don't feed me that bullshit I can see right through it I'm gonna fly right over this I'm not holding on yeah I can be stronger without you, making me feel smaller I--oh I see so clearly now you weren't what I needed
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gonna be all-right, you'll be okay I couldn't be everything just follow your open heart taking care of what you need oh-I just wanna be what I wanna be I just wanna be what I wanna be just give it all your baddass self only prove it to yourself live your life your baddest try nothing to lose but your mind just be yourself and pay no mind don't let the passerby tell you how to life your life as long as you don't get in mine, as long as you stay outta mine as long as you don't get in my life-- don't you tell me, sick of you telling me sick of you telling me what to do, what to do I don't even give a fuck I don't want you to tell me what to do anymore like-- sick of you telling me oh-I just wanna be what I wanna be I just wanna be what I wanna be as long as you stay outta mine as long as you don't get in my life-- don't you tell me, sick of you telling me
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Moonbathing 03:36
baby you'd better believe that I fought for you I tried everything I could think of to, maybe you just weren't on my level and what you did I couldn't ever forgive you for, so now I'm moonbathing Moonbathing-I was moonbathing don't say nothing, don't say nothing cleansing my soul in a moonbath in the aftermath refuse to give in, give up this feeling Moonbathing-I was moonbathing don't say nothing, don't say nothing Moonbathing moonbathing, don't say nothing just say something Moonbathing moonbathing moonbathing baby, Moonbathing moonbathing moonbathing baby
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Nothing is stopping you now -- I was a goddess but somehow forgot it no way to remind me though if I could keep wandering right over mountains my planar dreams won't let me go so cast me right out to the sea I believe in you never once doubted me though forget what they say they don't know you like I do and nothing is stopping you now. Nothing is stopping you now-- Living in a dream, breathe it in surreal shades of grey, do you remember what you believe Escape into the night, can't it be so bright Nothing is stopping you, nothing is stopping you--
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Astral Eyes 03:35
Realize there are no answers, no destination but the stars as the dust in the sky find me in your eyes, find me in your astral eyes Your astral eyes, light up the night it's paradise, in your astral eyes Lovely veins running under my skin, pulsing with the essence of life within shouting keep going keep trying, no giving up on me now find me in your eyes Your astral eyes, light up the night it's paradise, in your astral eyes Find me in your eyes, find me in your astral eyes Your astral eyes, light up the night it's paradise, in your astral eyes

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// {Ode to the Lavender Moon} is a reflection of the highs and lows of the past several months of my life, I feel like it is one of the most personal and raw pieces of work I've made so far, hope you enjoy it <3 //

produced, mixed and mastered by LUXI
illustrations by @MelonOso

in loving memory of CMS <3 > $
// to all those who've loved and lost //
thank you for supporting the underground arts

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released August 23, 2019

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